SUDDEN ADMIRATION


 Sudden admiration! Unexpected admiration, unplanned event leaving a long lasting effect on the mind and the heart. You never expect a man to be taken back at first sight nor think a man could be charmed by the beauty of an angel. Like the morning sun, she shined brightly! Just like the stars glittering, her figure projects the perfection of God’s creation. In a silly and stupid manner, I stared, stared and couldn’t stop staring. I wished I could say it loud and let the world know. Words never came, courage eluded me, boldness failed me still I couldn’t stop staring!
What are you made of? Who created you? How did you get here? Are you the famous Ellen of Troy? Were you born this elegant? A thousand questions on my mind but none came out still I couldn’t stop staring! All of these happened a little while after we met for the first time. And ever since then, I still can’t stop staring. People might call it LUST or PROMISCUITY but I tell them it is pre and sincere admiration of a perfect creation of God.
As obvious as it is, to the personae that I am captivated by the image I see whenever she comes by,  I still can’t figure out a way to express myself yet I am still staring! I want to put myself out of this misery but I can’t due to the lasting effect of that SUDDEN ADMIRATION! I am still staring, in fact I still stared today, I am probably going to stare tomorrow and the day after and the next until I don’t have to again.
  A SUDDEN ADMIRATION has turned me into something I can’t describe an event of few hours has had a lasting effect on the mind out of my misery! This is bringing no rewards, just let go! She is not yours, maybe can’t be yours. Never! Just continue to reel in your attraction but never make mention of this....SUDDEN ADMIRATION!

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